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gffa ([personal profile] gffa) wrote2018-12-06 12:30 pm

Star Wars Character Meta [Canon]

Originally posted here.

I was talking with @belldreams​ the other night and she’d recently rewatched ANH and brought up the question: “Why did Obi-Wan let Darth Vader strike him down?” and, boy, do I have thoughts and feelings about that scene!

Even before the context of the prequels, to me it was clear that Obi-Wan knew that he couldn’t beat Darth Vader, there was no point in trying and he wanted to show Luke just what this man was capable of: Killing, in cold blood, someone who lowered their weapon and wasn’t fighting back. Was it a manipulative move? Kinda, but it also relied on Darth Vader murdered a defenseless old man who wasn’t fighting back. Someone who had been mentor and friend would not stop Vader from ruthlessly striking them down. Luke needed to know that.

But I think it was more than that and the prequels gave it so much more depth. Obi-Wan had spent the last 19 years in the desert in exile, that struggle to get up in the morning every day was only accomplished through his affection for Luke and his duty as a Jedi and holding on to the last bit of Anakin he had, it took everything that was left of him after he might as well have died on Mustafar.

Uncle Owen tells Luke that he thinks his father and General Kenobi died about the same time and, in the OT by itself, it’s a misdirection and rumor, it’s meant to throw the viewer (and Luke) off the scent of what really happened, to keep him safe. But with the new context, it’s such a true line–Obi-Wan Kenobi died on Mustafar, all that was left of him was just a shell, after the loss of the Jedi Order, the loss of his entire culture, and the loss of Anakin. On a personal level, I don’t know that he walked away from that fight, I think he maybe he did die there with Anakin.

Obi-Wan lets Darth Vader kill him because it’s his time, I’m sure the Force was telling him that it was okay to let go of this plane of existence now, and I think Obi-Wan may have welcomed it. He was just a shell of a person by that point, most of what was left of him was his care for other people. This was his next step forward, this is what he was meant for, to buy them time to escape, to show Luke what Darth Vader was capable of, and so that he could be there to spiritually guide Luke through the moments he most needed help in.

But most importantly of all, why did Obi-Wan let Darth Vader kill him?

Because, even if Obi-Wan honestly believed that there was nothing left of Anakin there (and, given his experiences with Sith Lords, I can’t blame him for thinking that, everything he’d been through would have told him exactly that, given Darth Sidious, Darth Maul, and Darth Tyrannus), he still couldn’t kill what was once Anakin Skywalker.

That:

Contemplation of death brought only one slight sting of regret, and more than a bit of puzzlement. Until this very moment, [Obi-Wan] had never realized he’d always expected, for no discernible reason–

That when he died, Anakin would be with him.“
Revenge of the Sith, Matthew Stover

Obi-Wan’s path had led him here. He couldn’t kill what was left of Anakin, no matter how evil and corrupted it was, and it was his time, he was ready to die, with what little of Anakin there was in this galaxy was with him, one last time.




[Originally posted here.]

Anonymous Asked: Just marathoned the prequels; why is Anakin such a whiny little bitch?

Possibly you meant this in nothing but a derogatory way, not wanting any kind of serious answer, but HA HA I AM THE WRONG PERSON TO POSE SUCH A QUESTION TO THEN.

I mean, aside from objecting to the phrasing, Anakin is the way he is because he’s not emotionally stable and he was never meant to be. He’s constantly anxious and fearful and doesn’t know how to deal with his constant, 24/7 boil of sheer amount of feelings, he’s living with this pressure of not feeling like he’s the person he’s supposed to be (he’s not the Jedi he’s supposed to be, he’s not the husband he’s supposed to be, he’s not the friend he’s supposed to be) and forget being the Chosen One, just feeling like you’re failing as a person is enough to fuck anyone over.

Anakin Skywalker was never meant to be a masculine power fantasy, he was never meant to be a cool badass who went dark side just because he had anger issues.

Anakin Skywalker is an actual emotional mess.

He doesn’t know how to talk to anyone about it (see: all the times Obi-Wan offered to talk about things with him, but Anakin could never bring himself to do it, it was too hard, too much, too complicated, he was too afraid of rejection, too afraid of losing people he loved), he lives with the absolutely constant fear of the unknown, the anxiety of “What if things went wrong?? What if I lose this person??” in a way that screams to me of mental health issues. And I relate to that–no matter how illogical it is, sometimes there are brain weasels in my head who will not stop squirming around in there, who will not stop wiggling and writhing and whirling, until that puts a tremendous amount of stress on me emotionally.

He’s someone who has been actively preyed on by Palpatine since he was a child, who constantly fed all the worst impulses and fears Anakin had, who made him think he was the most special ever and that the people who genuinely cared for him were holding him back, that the Jedi never appreciated him and that everything they were trying to do was because they couldn’t see his worth.

Anakin Skywalker hates himself more than anyone else ever could, he has so little sense of self and he tries to force himself to be the person he thinks he’s supposed to be. He idealizes certain things and people and methods, but when they don’t go the way he imagines them, he doesn’t know how to cope with that loss or how to be emotionally stable enough to handle it.

Those scenes he has with Padme in Episode II are so deeply emotional, because Anakin is 100% made of emotions that he doesn’t know how to handle, they are dialed up to 11 in him and he doesn’t know how to turn them back down. And they’re cringe-worthy because he is so very desperate and so very awkward and he doesn’t really know how to handle any of this, but he can’t not reach out to her, he can’t not spill his feelings everywhere.

Anakin Skywalker is someone who is emotions turned way the fuck up and then left at that level–when you want so many things so desperately, when you know you shouldn’t be like this, but you can’t stop yourself, when you have those brain weasels in your head, yeah, you get pretty “whiny” because you’re struggling to stay afloat and it just doesn’t fucking work, but you’re still full of all these feelings and they gotta go somewhere, so they burst out of you and blind you, because they’re just so intense you can’t see past them. They consume you.

And, honestly, I wouldn’t change him. Anakin Skywalker being an actual goddamned emotional mess is what made me understand him and come to love him!
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[personal profile] shadowhive 2018-12-06 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I love your posts like this!

The way you mentioned Obi-Wan being his mentor and friend I couldn’t help but remember Anakin’s line from ROTS admonishing Obi-Wan for wanting to spy on his mentor and friend Palpatine.

I agree though, I think part of Obi-Wan died that day on Mustafar, because how could he not? He lost so much, his best friend, the order, the republic and all over the space of a day or so. I think all that kept him going was the need to look out for Luke.

I don’t think he could bring himself to kill Anakin, no matter what. I watch ROTS a few days ago and I wonder how things would have gone if he’d gone after Sidious instead of Yoda, or if they’d took him together.

As for Anakin, I think part of him being a mess is down to the Jedi. The Jedi take kids to be trained, and that means that they can mould them and, essentially, get rid of their emotions or train them out of them. (Which, let’s be honest, is pretty creepy)

In walks Anakin. He’s the chosen one, so they can’t ignore that, but he’s also lived. He has emotions, and he’s too old to lose them in the same way as the other Jedi. So I think there’s a lack of support network in the Jedi to help him deal with emotions. He probably feels like he’s looked down on for that too, which doesn’t help.

If he told Obi-Wan about his feelings would he have listened? I’m sure Obi-Wan would but as think Anakin was afraid of what he would think or do.

And like you say, you have Palpatine there, putting things in his mind like that. He did it in the Anakin and Obi-Wan comic too and who knows how often he did that too.
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[personal profile] shadowhive 2018-12-07 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
That’s ok, don’t worry about it!

Oh yeah, I think some of that stuff Jedi critical stuff is still in my mind even now. Some of it seems to be really hard to shake.

Hey that’s ok! Passion is good! And I love that your so passionate!

💜
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[personal profile] shadowhive 2018-12-07 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
No that’s ok! I didn’t see you as yelling at me so that’s fine 😁

That’s ok!

Of course! I don’t often get to nerd out about Star Wars half as much as I’d like to so this is good!
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[personal profile] shadowhive 2018-12-07 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
I agree, I think Sidious would have killed Obi-Wan pretty easily. How Yoda would have fared against Vader, it would probably depend on how soon they ended up outside. Yoda’s Style seems to be so acrobatic that if Vader got a lucky force push in Yoda would be (literally) toast.

I’ve not read the comics with Depain but now that you mention those things I vaguely recall them. I’ve not seen the Clone Wars in awhile so I’d probably got hazy on some of the bits in them (I hope to do a full rewatch before the new eps)

Like you mentioned there were a lot of Jedi critical stuff and some of it has ended up sticking unfortunately.

You make very good points there as always!

Yeah Palpatine seemed to manoeuvre himself to poison Anakin so well. It would be interesting to see more of their relationship between I and II and see if the Jedi ever tried to stop it
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[personal profile] shadowhive 2018-12-07 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
Oh yeah, that is true! I only read one of the Jedi Apprentice books but I remember being not impressed. Yeah, I heard that’s how Geogre thought and lim not surprised he did. Wow Id never heard that one before, that’s just..l wow.

Like I said in the other post the legends novels I liked the most were ones that never dealt with Jedi all the much, which I think is for the best.

That’s ok! I admire your passion (and love the thought you put into things ).

Yeah I read Anakin and Obi-Wan for the first time a couple of months back and thought there was a lot of great stuff in there. (Especially how Obi-Wan was willing to leave with Anakin if he did!)

Scum and Villiany looks so awesome, I really need to get it soon after Christmas. But anyway!

Yeah, I think it’s clear that they did attempt to stop it, but they never succeeded because he would pull rank like that. He may be just another politician, but it’s clear they see it’s strange that he has this interest in Anakin. But like you say they have no proof until it’s far too late

I recall that Palpatine did use his influence in the Clone Wars to get Anakin moved from where he was stationed at least once (during the Krell episodes I think?)
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[personal profile] ravenblack 2018-12-07 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
How do you feel about the ROTS novel? Because the knowledge that George Lucas did read that book ... well ... I know it's not CANON CANON ... but ... it's the most not-really-canon canon I can think of
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[personal profile] ravenblack 2018-12-07 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
*clicks non-existing "like"-button* XD

One thing I really enjoyed about the novel was the part where Anakin was like "hmmm, slaughtering people? I kind of enjoy this, fuck yeah :) finally!!! :D" because in the movie you see him crying while he kills. So I'm torn between these both scenes, because I like them both lol :D
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[personal profile] ravenblack 2018-12-06 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
"That when he died, Anakin would be with him."

YES! I have too many feelings about this stupid book that makes me wanna cry 24/7 *ugly sobbing*


"Anakin Skywalker is an actual emotional mess."

that's why we love him T_T *still sobbing*

"who constantly fed all the worst impulses and fears Anakin had"

you know which scene always breaks my heart in this stupid ROTS movie *angry pointing at this stupid movie* The deleted scene where Anakin says that his time will come (to be a master) when he is older and wiser. AND HE LOOKS SO SOFT IN THIS MOMENT AND THEN EVIL PLOTTING PALPATINE IS DOING PALPATINE-STUFF AND WILL I EVER GET OVER THIS???????? the answer is no.

"Those scenes he has with Padme in Episode II are so deeply emotional, because Anakin is 100% made of emotions that he doesn’t know how to handle"

And I love this so much. People hate the dialogs in Episode II, but I love every cheesy bit of it, I even adore the sand-part that everyone hates. I LOVE THE SAND METAPHER *screams into the void of madness* I love his super theatric dialog in Episode II, but I also love his unemotionally "His fate will be the same as ours", because I think THIS is Anakin. I knoooow, most people would put me in a mental clinic for this opinion, but lmao, Anakin is perfect as he is.

yeah.

"Anakin Skywalker being an actual goddamned emotional mess is what made me understand him and come to love him!"

yesss :3
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[personal profile] ravenblack 2018-12-07 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
"had he made better choices, had he really worked on himself, instead of burying his head in the sand about the problems within himself, and it reminds me to get my shit in gear, too."

haha, me too! Anakin is my daily reminder how to do or not to do things, lol. It's really embarrassing how often I say "this reminds me of Anakin" out loud in real life. Anakin, the inspiration we all need! XD
Anakin was kind of slayed by his own dragons, instead on integrating his dragons/dark side into his personality without fucking everything up. Sighs ... But I still love him.
"but it's also a fairy tale like piece of dialogue"

yeeesss! I mean, all this happens in a galaxy far far away, let him talk in beautiful sand-metaphors and how his old life was tough and hard and everything sucks/sucked *shakes fist*
"He comes so close to almost, almost letting go of things, of finding peace."

This is the perfect moment for fix-it fics T_T Anakin, finally taming his dragons.

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[personal profile] shadowhive 2018-12-07 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
I had it preordered but had to cancel cause money ugh

The scans I’ve seen look amazing! I’m always in awe of the incredible art that they have.

That’s true. I remember in one of the legends books that was set right before rots it showed them getting suspicious his office might have the sith in it. How much of that suspicion is in the new canon I’m not sure.

There’s also a thing that we,the audience, know that he becomes the emperor going into the prequels so we know that he’s evil even before it’s made clear. Obviously he must have been convincing in universe to get into the position he is and maintain it for a decade before the Clone Wars

Oh yeah! Exactly! That is a really weird move there by him, because the he shouldn’t have been able to interfere like that (and surely it was an unprecedented move) but at the same time what could they do? Anakin is so emotional and say no to him would have been worse
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[personal profile] shadowhive 2018-12-07 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I remember reading a few of the scans from the book and thinking it was interesting to see that outlook. Obviously to us the viewer/reader such a thing is impossible because of what we know about him, but it is interesting to know that ordinary people bought into it, at least during the Republic years.

Lost Stars is on my too read list, but yeah seeing propaganda work so well is pretty chilling. And yeah, absolutely! These people have no idea how truly evil he is because he has hid it so well that even Jedi can be in the same room as him (and not just any Jedi, but the council and Yoda) and not see it. It does make me wonder at which point that image slipped, because by the time of Jedi people, even on Coruscant, celebrated his death.

Yeah, Palpatine had made himself so powerful that if they had said no to him there would have been repercussions. Palpatine could very easily have used it as more ammunition that they weren’t to be trusted. I really need to read the Propanda book properly, but even without that it’s obvious the Jedi were pushed into a corner with no real options.

And that makes me wonder what if the Jedi had suceeded in arresting or killing Palpatine, what the public backlash would have been against them. It wouldn’t have been as bad as order 66 of course, but they probably would have been diminished further
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[personal profile] shadowhive 2018-12-08 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
Before I get into the reply proper I just have to say that I love this! I haven’t had anyone to properly discuss Star Wars stuff with in ages and this is just 💜

Yeah, that’s exactly the impression I get! So many of the books show worlds that the had the empire promise them so much and then turn on them. Planets like Wobani and Onderon come to mind off the top of my head, and the world Ashoka went to in here novel and the one from Jyn’s. And, of course, the awfulness of Kashyyyk.

(I’d love to read servants but have never been able to find it which sucks.)

That would be an interesting thing to see. Because Coruscant is the capital and would have the strongest propaganda you’d expect them not to be celebrating as much as they are. Clearly by that time Palpatine’s persona had been tarnished completely for that.

I love that the interludes in Aftermath give us some sense of what things are like on worlds like Coruscant at the time, but alas it’s all too brief.

And, on an unrelated not (well, semi related since it’s Coruscant). I just love that the new canon had Palpatine’s palace be the Jedi temple, I just think that was genius.

Thanks! Like I said I watched it recently so Such thoughts are in my head.

Yeah, we see how worse off things get with Palpatine in charge so we know it was worth the risk (just like they did). One think I do dislike about that scene is how quick the others are dispatched (especially Kit, I love kit). I know he caught them off guard but still...

Yeah that was my thinking too. I figured that the Jedi would lose authority at first, but the moment a full investigation reveals the truth, they’d gain credibility back. And yeah, can you imagine what the republic would have been with competent people like them in charge?

Yeah after the clone wars I think they would have loved to get their responsibilities diminished, back to just keeping the peace or even just meditating and teaching. Exactly! The war took such a toll on the Jedi, with the losses and the death (and some turning) that they would have longed for a chance to heal.
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[personal profile] shadowhive 2018-12-08 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Agreed! I hope you do more posts here so we can interact like this 💜

Ahh that’s a shame, sometimes the YA books do get like that which is a shame. I read the first adventures in wild space and was a bit... eh on it, though I’m sure the others might be more interesting, I do wonder if the Ya books would be better suited to a release as a set or just put together in one big book.

That would be interesting to see. I love Naboo and I always squee a little when it shows up. (And I loved the whole Leia plot line there in Shattered empire! And Princess of Alderaan of course!)

Oh yeah, I totally agree with everything you said there, on top of that, they also get thrust into the military, being generals! That’s not a role non of them were prepared for. It’s amazing really that not more Jedi ended up turning during the war, because of all that stress and loss and pain.

Oh totally! They could have healed and recover, and even if they lost their trusted position that would have suited them because they would be left alone.

There’s a couple of episodes of the clone wars (as I recall) where it’s touched on that they miss their usual role and it always made me sad because we know they never get it.
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[personal profile] lady_of_ashes 2018-12-07 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Bless this entire post.
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[personal profile] hopeofdawn 2018-12-08 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing terribly interesting to add, just wanted to say I love seeing these posts in a format where I can watch actual discussions back and forth!